CONFUSING....

Life has never been so confusing
when you feel you have got everything,
next moment you realise it was nothing...
when you feel you had the best day,
the night makes this hard to say...
when you feel you are held by many,
you realise they pull you down slowly...
when you feel you have acheived
you realise you have lot more to do...
when you feel you hate the person
you realise you care for them too....

Silence of night....

Moon so silent,
star so still....
space between left,
for darkness to fill...
thousands of stars
and one bright moon...
not enough to lit
the darkness that loom...
night so quiescent
leaving too soon...
I close my eyes
hoping the day wont doom....

RUNNING ALONG.......

Walking along the path going astray

thounsands of question on my way.........

running along

the questions following me

like my own shadow questioning me.......

running along

the path having no end

like running along the circle

trying to reach the end.......

running along

I stumble and fall

making me realise i was wrong.....

standing still

the questions destroyed me in

like earth breaking in two

pulling me in........

YOU ARE MY PEARL....

What you mean to me
cannot be told in words so few.....
In the ocean like vast
friends that i have got.....
YOU are the pearl deep down
made a place in my heart....
A pearl so beautiful
rare to be found....
I m lucky enough
to be one to have...
A pearl so precious
others wishing for same....
Wishing i could be with you
still i am satisfied....
A pearl which shines
making whole ocean glow...
Your smile which shines
making me smile bringing the glow....

NOTHING TO SAY...

I was waiting for you to call,

you said you were going to meet me afterall...

I was excited to meet you after so long,

I left early though now I know I did wrong..

you called me so late,

I ran along to meet my mate..

I talked about how I felt,

how my days had been after u left...

but you looked away,

searching for her, showing no reason to stay....

I stopped myself walking away,

now i have got nothing to say.....

so now when you meet,

dont complain why so mute....

because now i have got ,

NOTHING , NOTHING

and NOTHING TO SAY!!

FINDING MYSELF!!

I was sitting along the sea side,
watching the flowing tide...
Vast across the sea,
I could see hands reaching out for me..
Fighting against the wave,
trying to reach those hands for me to save..
I could feel myself loosing out,
the wave strong enough, still I fought...
A wave of triumph filled me,
as her hand touched me...
I took her in my arms,
seeing her face I was alarmed...
It was like looking to a mirror,
as her face resembled me , so similar...
Fear gripped me,
my heart missing the beats...
Looking back at the touch,
I saw my friend eyes at search..
Looking again at the sea so vast,
the face vanished just so fast....
"Nothing" to my friend I whisper,
finding myself disappear....

RAINS!!

I COULD FEEL THE COLD WINDS BLOWING THROUGH ME,
HEARING THE WORDS WHICH MADE ME GLEE....

I COULD FEEL THE RAIN DRIPPING ME,
EMBRACING ME WITH THE DROPS EAGER TO HOLD ME....

I COULD FEEL THE MUDDY WATER TRYING TO REACH MY KNEE,
MAKING THE CHILD IN ME TO DANCE WITH THEE.....

I COULD FEEL THE TREES BLUSHING WITH ME,
I COULD FEEL THE CLOUDS LAUGHING WITH ME...

I WISH I COULD GO ALONG WITH DA BIRDS,
TO MEET THE SKY SO AWAY FROM US....

I WISH THE RAINS COULD STAY WID ME,
TO FEEL NATURE'S LOVE BESTOWING ME....