IF ONLY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND...

If only you could understand,
how I waited for a word from you...
how much eager i was to meet you...
if only you could understand
why I am acting like this...
I spent my days and nights lying,
consoling myself to thoughts so hurting,
A wait so long
still had hope all along...
hope getting weakened day by day
everything else was more important to say
now it was either me or both getting hurt
choosing later i avoided the most
if only u could understand
hurting you was hurting me more
now can we be same like we were before?
if only you could understand
if only you could understand....

CAGED BIRD.....

A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain...
hearing it sing all its friends came along,
they listened to the tone which held the song,
but failed to hear the pain within.......
they called it an angel for voice that ring,
but were unable to see,
that it needed an angel to make it free......
A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain....

The sun that sets
rises somewhere else....
The moment when you are sad
someone somewhere is too happy and glad
The moment you live
someone somewhere is fighting to be alive
The moment you are hurt
someone somewhere is deeply loved
The moment you are lucky
someone somewhere is unlucky
The sun that rises
sets somewhere else...

what is more better?

what is more better?
To fake that u r happy OR
To tell the truth that u r sad....
To love when you hate and have many OR
To hate and live alone....
To speak and it is unheard OR
To remain silent when asked....
To be good when you get is bad OR
To be bad when you get is same...
To tell lie and make her happy OR
To tell the truth and make her sad.....

CONFUSING....

Life has never been so confusing
when you feel you have got everything,
next moment you realise it was nothing...
when you feel you had the best day,
the night makes this hard to say...
when you feel you are held by many,
you realise they pull you down slowly...
when you feel you have acheived
you realise you have lot more to do...
when you feel you hate the person
you realise you care for them too....

Silence of night....

Moon so silent,
star so still....
space between left,
for darkness to fill...
thousands of stars
and one bright moon...
not enough to lit
the darkness that loom...
night so quiescent
leaving too soon...
I close my eyes
hoping the day wont doom....

RUNNING ALONG.......

Walking along the path going astray

thounsands of question on my way.........

running along

the questions following me

like my own shadow questioning me.......

running along

the path having no end

like running along the circle

trying to reach the end.......

running along

I stumble and fall

making me realise i was wrong.....

standing still

the questions destroyed me in

like earth breaking in two

pulling me in........

YOU ARE MY PEARL....

What you mean to me
cannot be told in words so few.....
In the ocean like vast
friends that i have got.....
YOU are the pearl deep down
made a place in my heart....
A pearl so beautiful
rare to be found....
I m lucky enough
to be one to have...
A pearl so precious
others wishing for same....
Wishing i could be with you
still i am satisfied....
A pearl which shines
making whole ocean glow...
Your smile which shines
making me smile bringing the glow....

NOTHING TO SAY...

I was waiting for you to call,

you said you were going to meet me afterall...

I was excited to meet you after so long,

I left early though now I know I did wrong..

you called me so late,

I ran along to meet my mate..

I talked about how I felt,

how my days had been after u left...

but you looked away,

searching for her, showing no reason to stay....

I stopped myself walking away,

now i have got nothing to say.....

so now when you meet,

dont complain why so mute....

because now i have got ,

NOTHING , NOTHING

and NOTHING TO SAY!!

FINDING MYSELF!!

I was sitting along the sea side,
watching the flowing tide...
Vast across the sea,
I could see hands reaching out for me..
Fighting against the wave,
trying to reach those hands for me to save..
I could feel myself loosing out,
the wave strong enough, still I fought...
A wave of triumph filled me,
as her hand touched me...
I took her in my arms,
seeing her face I was alarmed...
It was like looking to a mirror,
as her face resembled me , so similar...
Fear gripped me,
my heart missing the beats...
Looking back at the touch,
I saw my friend eyes at search..
Looking again at the sea so vast,
the face vanished just so fast....
"Nothing" to my friend I whisper,
finding myself disappear....

RAINS!!

I COULD FEEL THE COLD WINDS BLOWING THROUGH ME,
HEARING THE WORDS WHICH MADE ME GLEE....

I COULD FEEL THE RAIN DRIPPING ME,
EMBRACING ME WITH THE DROPS EAGER TO HOLD ME....

I COULD FEEL THE MUDDY WATER TRYING TO REACH MY KNEE,
MAKING THE CHILD IN ME TO DANCE WITH THEE.....

I COULD FEEL THE TREES BLUSHING WITH ME,
I COULD FEEL THE CLOUDS LAUGHING WITH ME...

I WISH I COULD GO ALONG WITH DA BIRDS,
TO MEET THE SKY SO AWAY FROM US....

I WISH THE RAINS COULD STAY WID ME,
TO FEEL NATURE'S LOVE BESTOWING ME....

LOVE.............

WHAT IS LOVE ?
LOVE IS WHEN YOUR MOM WAKES UP AT NIGHT,
JUST TO SEE THAT YOU ARE ALRITE........
LOVE IS WHEN YOUR DAD WORKS HARD EVERYDAY,
JUST TO FULFILL YOUR WISH BEFORE YOU CAN SAY.......
LOVE IS WHEN YOU HAVE TEARS IN YOUR EYES,
STILL YOU LAUGH SO THAT YOUR SIS WONT CRY.......
LOVE IS WHEN YOU LOOK AROUND FOR HIM,
WHEN YOU KNOW HE JUST COMES IN YOUR DREAM......

I WISH I COULD FLY AWAY!!

I wish I could fly away
to a place where I could be "me"
where even if you try I wont be found
to a place where I could laugh away my tears......

I wish I could fly away
away to a place where I could dance
to my beats,
away to a place where I could sing
my words....

I wish I could fly away
away from the shadows I fear
following me,
away from the love which
is holding me...

I wish I could fly away
away to the happiness that
awaits me,
away to the hands that
wants to hold me......

I wish I could fly away
away from the fake friends
who call them mine,
away from the fake world
which is darker inside.......

LIFE

Life is so miserable, so roguish, so painful
yet so divine.
Life is so lonely when you don't have
someone to share yourself with,
yet it is so full of love when you have
too many hearts caring for you.
Life is so scary when you are
left alone in crowd,
yet it is so comforting when you have
your best friend sitting beside you.

Life is so painfull when you are

dumped my people you love,

yet it is so full of happiness when there

are hands still left reaching out for you.

life is so long when u have

moments which shatter your heart.

yet it is so short when u have

moments which steal ur heart.

life moves on when we r still

life is not ours as we feel...........

millions of thought running through my mind...

Millions of thoughts running through my mind,
the answers of which i just cannot find.
I ask out to the silent night,
just to see the stars shinning so bright.
Why me? O Lord I ask,
just to hear the silence of the dusk.
I ask to the blowing winds,
just to feel it flowing through me.
I fell upon my knees,
tears rolled down my cheeks.
I wonder if only God really exists,
help me to find my answers at least.
Millions of thoughts running through my mind
the answers of which i just cannot find........