IF ONLY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND...

If only you could understand,
how I waited for a word from you...
how much eager i was to meet you...
if only you could understand
why I am acting like this...
I spent my days and nights lying,
consoling myself to thoughts so hurting,
A wait so long
still had hope all along...
hope getting weakened day by day
everything else was more important to say
now it was either me or both getting hurt
choosing later i avoided the most
if only u could understand
hurting you was hurting me more
now can we be same like we were before?
if only you could understand
if only you could understand....