Fighting within....

So many needles pricking me from within...
as two persons fighting to win.....
heart or mind who will it be?
heart caring for others and mind thinking of me...
whats the point to think?
when war is on...the battlefield gets destroyed,
whoever may win.......

REPELLED BY THOUGHTS

While i was waiting for you......you were waiting for me,
While i thought am not worth..........you thought you dont deserve,
While i thought may be its not you...........you thought may be its someone else,
While i thought may be you dont need me.......you thought may be someoen else needs you,
while i tried to hide my tears.................you tried to fake a smile,
thats the reason why we remained far away ,
repelled by our thoughts!!

IF ONLY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND...

If only you could understand,
how I waited for a word from you...
how much eager i was to meet you...
if only you could understand
why I am acting like this...
I spent my days and nights lying,
consoling myself to thoughts so hurting,
A wait so long
still had hope all along...
hope getting weakened day by day
everything else was more important to say
now it was either me or both getting hurt
choosing later i avoided the most
if only u could understand
hurting you was hurting me more
now can we be same like we were before?
if only you could understand
if only you could understand....

CAGED BIRD.....

A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain...
hearing it sing all its friends came along,
they listened to the tone which held the song,
but failed to hear the pain within.......
they called it an angel for voice that ring,
but were unable to see,
that it needed an angel to make it free......
A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain....

The sun that sets
rises somewhere else....
The moment when you are sad
someone somewhere is too happy and glad
The moment you live
someone somewhere is fighting to be alive
The moment you are hurt
someone somewhere is deeply loved
The moment you are lucky
someone somewhere is unlucky
The sun that rises
sets somewhere else...

what is more better?

what is more better?
To fake that u r happy OR
To tell the truth that u r sad....
To love when you hate and have many OR
To hate and live alone....
To speak and it is unheard OR
To remain silent when asked....
To be good when you get is bad OR
To be bad when you get is same...
To tell lie and make her happy OR
To tell the truth and make her sad.....

CONFUSING....

Life has never been so confusing
when you feel you have got everything,
next moment you realise it was nothing...
when you feel you had the best day,
the night makes this hard to say...
when you feel you are held by many,
you realise they pull you down slowly...
when you feel you have acheived
you realise you have lot more to do...
when you feel you hate the person
you realise you care for them too....