STRANGER IN THE MIRROR!

Looking through the mirror
I wonder whether its me...
suddenly every thing seemed to change
like my own reflection in the mirror....
The face once so calm
is now filled with agony and alarm..
The hands once so eager to help
is now taking time to extend....
The eyes once so full of life
is now filled with tears ready to fall...
The legs that never thought before taking steps
is now thinking twice before stepping ahead...
The words which once were said without thinking upon
is now remaining unsaid after giving a thought...

The mind which once listened to the heart..

is now fighting with it to win....
The reflection appearing stranger to me
is now the changed person lying within me...

SEARCHING SOUL......

Trying to find another you......
I end up having you..
trying to find eyes that cares
and smile that eases the pain...
trying to find the touch that holds
and tears that wash away mine...
trying to find heart that loves
and silence that speaks...
The more sad i am of not finding another you.....
the more happy i am ending up with you....:):)

Fighting within....

So many needles pricking me from within...
as two persons fighting to win.....
heart or mind who will it be?
heart caring for others and mind thinking of me...
whats the point to think?
when war is on...the battlefield gets destroyed,
whoever may win.......

REPELLED BY THOUGHTS

While i was waiting for you......you were waiting for me,
While i thought am not worth..........you thought you dont deserve,
While i thought may be its not you...........you thought may be its someone else,
While i thought may be you dont need me.......you thought may be someoen else needs you,
while i tried to hide my tears.................you tried to fake a smile,
thats the reason why we remained far away ,
repelled by our thoughts!!

IF ONLY YOU COULD UNDERSTAND...

If only you could understand,
how I waited for a word from you...
how much eager i was to meet you...
if only you could understand
why I am acting like this...
I spent my days and nights lying,
consoling myself to thoughts so hurting,
A wait so long
still had hope all along...
hope getting weakened day by day
everything else was more important to say
now it was either me or both getting hurt
choosing later i avoided the most
if only u could understand
hurting you was hurting me more
now can we be same like we were before?
if only you could understand
if only you could understand....

CAGED BIRD.....

A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain...
hearing it sing all its friends came along,
they listened to the tone which held the song,
but failed to hear the pain within.......
they called it an angel for voice that ring,
but were unable to see,
that it needed an angel to make it free......
A caged bird singing in pain,
all the efforts to be free gone in vain....

The sun that sets
rises somewhere else....
The moment when you are sad
someone somewhere is too happy and glad
The moment you live
someone somewhere is fighting to be alive
The moment you are hurt
someone somewhere is deeply loved
The moment you are lucky
someone somewhere is unlucky
The sun that rises
sets somewhere else...